What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

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I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

I can’t anymore I just hate it

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

Do very hot men ever feel attracted to an ugly woman? Why?

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

What shouldn't you Google?

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

Was there any slavery of white people that actually compares to the transatlantic slave trade? I’m not baiting or anything actually genuinely curious and want to know.

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

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Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

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I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

I live in Massachusetts. Are there any resources here for people that are being harassed by voice to skull, etc.?

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

Why are people so rude to debt collector’s? I am one and I am so tired of being mistreated. We are under paid and then have to deal with the most ungrateful, and disrespectful people. We aren’t customer service. Don’t get mad at us because YOU owe.

I want to be a boy

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

Is it just me, or do we all hate Sasuke from Naruto?

Likes we’re not siblings

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

Why are perceived or real slights interpreted as rejections and reality by pwBPD?

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

And she ate half of the popcorn

How do I change a truck’s engine oil?

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

and I’m such a picky eater

What is your favourite summer outfit? Why?

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

What's the most valuable lesson you've learned in life, and how has it impacted your journey so far?

I think

Just wanted to put it out there

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

Why do women need to wear bras, in spite of the fact that the breasts are an integral part of the body?

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

Idk tbh

Why am I so afraid that gun owners have set traps to kill me outside my house or my car?

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

I hate myself so much

My body my voice, especially my voice

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

They’re both small dogs

I want to but I can’t

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

About all my friends

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I hate it